I finished my book!

Now to query...

Welp. I did it. I finished my fucking book. I can’t believe it and then of course I can, I worked hard on it.

So now I have to find my agent. It’s a bit scary and exhilarating and annoying. It feels so intense and I’m like, how am I supposed to just wait every single day until I receive an email from someone saying they want to read more of what I sent them? It feels like torture. Why do I have to be tortured after doing something so fucking crazy and wild?!

Anyway, today I sent out six queries. It’s Saturday. Didn’t realize it and I don’t know if that makes a difference? Trying not to think about it.

This has been a hell of a week with my husband out of town for 6 days (he came back today Thank God), my 4 year old breaking his foot and a slew of other insane things happening and so being able to send out 6 queries today felt like a vacation. I’m so happy to have been able to do it so who cares what day it is.

I don’t know when to send out more? I don’t know what to do????? Ahhh!!!!!